February 24th

Where the hell Have I been? I haven't blogged in over a month. I don't get a whole lot of time to sit down and write anymore its sort of depressing and probably why I have been in such a funk lately. I am feeling pretty Jadded against the world lately. I don't know why I care so much what everybody else does or has and I compare myself to others way to often. I need a better measuring stick. I do realize that there will always be some one better off then me and I also know that there are many others that are worse off then me and wish they could live my life. I don't have it that hard I am a very lucky person and I am thankful everyday but I can't help my feeling that float around in my head.
Well enough of the pity party. I have been up to some good. I sold some purses and a couple wrist pouches with matching key chains and I sold two Nursing covers and I have orders for two more. I made and sold and very cute cupcake apron,that I made this weekend.








I actually made two aprons this weekend while hanging out with my mom. She decided to some up Saturday and stay till Monday I was so excited, and Happy for her to come stay with me. my mom is my best friend I am the luckiest daughter. The kids are doing great, testing me for sure. Which most days I fail horrible. I need to exercise better control of my yelling. I never ever thought I would grow up and become a yeller but 3 kids will do that to you. Its a struggle everyday to not just throw my hands up in the air and yell I quit! but this is one job you just can't quit. lol Well I better sign off and get my house in order.

June 8th

June 8th we headed to Contra Loma Park for Riley's Graduation from being a tiger cub to a Wolf cub. it was a hot day but a fun one. The kids ran around and played Frisbee, catch, played in the sand and flew a kite. Had a nice lunch and had a little ceremony that the parents got to participate in. it was really cool


After all that we headed home and Riley and Matthew played on the slip and slide.

May 20th

Tuesday May 20th. The weather has cooled off a lot its now really muggy and windy. I am watching Lilly today. She just went down for a nap, and Delaney is sleeping too. Delaney should be waking up soon. It's been a crazy week. Saturday we had Riley's scout-o-Rama that was a ton of fun. They had booths set up and the kids got to play a ton of cool games and learn some new things. Riley tied a square knot launched a treveshe(sp) and made a water bottle rocket. Matthew got to do join him so it was so cute seeing them do that stuff together. Then we headed to a birthday party. Sunday we had Matthew party, and I have to say it was the funnest party I have had here for the kids so far. WE had a jumpy house,played pin the nose on the clown and had a pinata. The kids had a blast and my mom cooked her famous Hamburgers in a hot dog bun. I am very lucky to have such great friends and a awesome family. I am so grateful for the simple things in life. I have been learning recently that rushing through life and wanting everything now isn't' the best way of life for me. I am learning to take thing slower. and to really look at the big picture. Life just goes by way too fast, and its not worth getting all angry all the time and stressing over every little thing. I just want to have fun while I can. I know that sounds pretty childless but if I am an Adult about all the things I need to be responsible for I can have fun in every other part of my life. I just have grown out of wanting Dram a in my life,now I just want to sit back and enjoy the ride. have fun with my kids and my Husband.

May 14th

Happy Birthday to Matthew today he is 3 years old.its amazing that its only been 3 years. Matthew as a little guy
This was taken today


Well today's post might have you laughing or not,haha
So I got up and because Brian had a meeting this morning I took Riley to school. I got into the car and the radio was on Alice. The D.J Sarah was talking about how she thinks of her life as a movie, and how all day long she has a running narration going on in her head. The male D.J's couldn't believe it they didn't understand. I was sitting there going OMG that is what I do all day long. lol I totally talk to myself in my head, I think about all the things I would love to write down and tell people, then when I do go to write them down its not as funny as it was in my head. I have arguments with myself I go through things I would say to someone if I had the courage to say it. I know there are others out there just like me. Constantly thinking and talking to that little voice in your head.
So on the way home from dropping Riley off at school I was even narrating this in my head of what I was going to write in this blog. OMG am I sad or what. I am sure its not as interesting as it was in my head. haha
So if there are others out there please comment and tell me so I don't feel so retarded. here are some other things I do maybe you can relate
- If I am shopping and I find something I don't really need but want I carry it around with me and if by the time I get to the check out if I still am not sure if I want it I put it back.
-I have fake arguments in my head with my self
-I can't stand the feel of newspaper or even brown paper bags
-I have a real hard time throwing things away, it makes me so nervous sometimes I just can't do it. I know if it wasn't for my husband I would be like those pack rats you see on those cleaning tv shows.
-I have to sleep with at least a sheet on even if its like a million degrees at night
-I love to read but I can't spell worth a crap if it wasn't for spell check I would be doomed. oh there are so many other things I can't even remember right now.