Tuesday, May 6, 2008

May 6th

Delaney is sleeping and Matthew is relaxing watching a movie. I have a few minutes before I have to go get Riley from school. I have been so frustrated lately for now apparent reason. my mind is pulled in a million different directions. I have so much I want/need to accomplish during the day its hard for me to focus on one thing. I don't know how people do it some days. I did get a good healthy Breakfast and lunch on the table today and exercised for a good solid 30 min. Thank Goodness Brian was home till almost 12 to help clean the boys room and the kitchen.

I want to be able to be like one of those mothers that has everything organized and the family ona schedule. I try but its hard for me since I have never been like that. I think the first step is to get up at the same time everyday. That is my biggest hurdle only cause Delaney still isn't sleeping through the night yet. hopefully soon when she is I can get a good solid night sleep and be able to get up and start my day off on a good start. I just feel like my day goes a bit more smoothly when I can get up before Matthew and get some things done.


1 comment:

Meli said...

You are way too hard on yourself! I don that too but when I get like that I just shut down and get nothing done.